aku pasrah....

Ya Allah aku pasrah.. berikan aku kesabaran seluas angkasa-Mu menghadapi dunia ini.. Ringankan hatiku seringan kapas dalam menapaki perjalanan hidup, sehingga aku dapat berjalan tegap dengan kakiku sendiri... Kumohon Ya Rahman...

"Tears are words the heart can't say"

Don't You Remember...

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any seams,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When will I see you again?

by. Adele

for you there... I know you have a good reason behind this... you left me for something better for you and me... may Allah save you heart and your love... :'(

*full "moon" last night.. I know you saw it too in other part of this world*

if he isn't for me... :'(

 

 

Ya Allah..

..then take him away from me. If I can't have him in this dunya, allow me to forget him. If he isnt the one that will love me, raise children with me, and have us live together.. than take him away and have me forget.
But if Your plans prove otherwise, allow me to be so close to You Ya Allah. Let our struggles be for Your sake and bless us with patience and courage. Humble us and protect us oh Allah.
And ya Allah; Guide me!

please remember Him..

“Wherever you are, whatever you are doing, wherever you are going: don’t forget to remember Allah. No matter how many slip up you’ve had or sins you’ve fallen into, the door is not closed, it’s still open: remember to return to Allah.”

dear you.....

When I forget, please remind me..

When I sin, tell me to repent...

When I fear, tell me there is hope.. 

When I cry over my sins, let me be.. 

When I slip, pull me up.. 

When I have hardship, remind of my test.. 

When you love me, don't love me for me.. 

I am nothing but a servant of Allah SW..

so love me for His sake.. 

specially for someone whose name has already written by Allah in Lauhuh Mahfudz for me... :)