something all about the past... #reminiscing

really i can't explain how it's feel now.... -___-"

something that really i can't understand... seems like never ending story for me... whew..! 15 years...

do i never try to forget it...? or do i always still keep it in my heart...? do i have to go...????

they can't understand this... and so do i.... but even many times i've explained to them... really they don't understand what i feel... only God knows that i never want it... really i never want to feel like this... :'(

aku berjalan di dalam kesendirian

aku mencoba tak mengingatmu dan mengenangmu
aku tlah hancur lebih dari berkeping-keping
karna cintaku karna rasaku
yang tulus padamu

begitu dalamnya aku terjatuh
dalam kesalahan rasa ini

jujur aku tak sanggup, aku tak bisa
aku tak mampu dan aku tertatih
semua yang pernah kita lewati
tak mungkin dapat  ku dustai
meskipun harus tertatih

by.kerispatih

jejak yang tertinggal

God... please show me the way to find my heart.....