over time moment...

sitting down alone in this office...
I call it as "me time"...
It's the moment for me to enjoy my self alone...
maybe for some other people it's like a silly thing...
but I like to do it... :D

listening to the music... boyce evenue, adele, demi lovato mmmhhhh *jleb*
browsing... blog walking... and now start to writing...

in the other part of this world still working with some of papers... me too... ;)

some of my friend whom the same with me as a single mom...
doing the same thing with me...

is there any other for us to enjoy this lonely moment...
but in the deep inside of our hearts... we never want to be like this...
but we don't have any other choices....
just enjoy our part sometimes as mother and sometimes as a father...

go home and find the silence in our house is the right moment for us to talk only with Allah...
try to find what HE said in Al-Qur'an...
and tell HIM all things happened in our life in the middle of the night...
cry with HIM and beg HIM to give us strength to pass all these pains...
hhhhmmmm... it's always be the best moment for me too...
alhamdulillah...

okay...
hope tonight I won't pass the best moment with my Lord... ALLAH SWT...

thank you ALLAH for all this moment that I enjoy... :)