why people jugde....?

I'm trying to understand every single thing that happen in my life..
maybe silent would be the best thing that I have to choose...
friends...
I think that I can share everything...
but actually I'm wrong...
I think they would be understand all the conditions...
but once again I'm wrong...

but thank u to Allah...
for all of these...
as the truth it disappointed me so...
for all their judgement...
but I'm trying to understand for differences in our heads...

just let Allah the one who knows who I am...
let only Allah who knows that I really want to share with them...
just need a little time to solve all my problems first...
I always want to share as much as I can with them...
alhamdulillah.. it made me can talk more and more to Allah about all my wounds...
but maybe I will keep in silent...
and hold all my problems only with my own hands...

I never thought about this before...
thank u Allah... once again You reminds me that they're not the right place for me to put all my story...

sorry guys... since now I will keep it by my self...
but it won't be change my love for all you...
Allah who knows how much I love you guys... :)